Money

What will I do with the money I make soon? 

I could buy a moped or motorcycle.  Probably not a car for awhile. I could pay my mom back. I owe her a lot. I could give some to my brother. 

That is what is nice about being poor though, no one expects any money from you. :) Then when you get some it can get taken easily. So you have to guard it and keep it safe like it's your baby. Ah but the love of money is bad. Can you have it and not love it? Sure.... good luck lol. 

Let the money make you feel more at peace. You have it in case of an emergency. It is not your god. It's just paper. You can't eat money, I always say. Well you could try. No don't do it lol. 

Have it but don't love it. You can do it!

Right or Wrong

 What is right and wrong? Most people don't know for some reason. Incest is wrong. Being gay is wrong. Getting drunk a lot is wrong. Doing drugs that hurt your body is wrong. Over eating and over spending is wrong. Sleeping too much or too little is wrong. Maybe eating too little is wrong. Anything that hurts yourself or someone else is wrong. The Bible says in Romans the law is written on our hearts meaning we all know from birth what is wrong or right. But will we do it? That is the question. 

Feel free to write your own list and share it with anyone you know. We all have our own list of pet peeves, things we feel for sure are wrong. May you live out what you feel to be right. And may those around you have the same code of ethics that you do. 

Is sex before marriage wrong? If it leads to a happy long term relationship then no. But often it does not. Is rejecting a one night stand person a sin? It's hard to say. There is a chapter in 1 Corinthians about this. Paul says to not marry that person you had some fun with is better than to marry them. Interesting huh? But then why even meet up? I don't know. Dating might be a waste of time. If you don't know what you want just take a break from dating. For men,  do you want to share your money? For the ladies, do you want to injure your body with pregnancies? Think about it. 

Happy?

 Just asked 50 guys on Tinder, "Are you happy with your life?" 

We all get on dating apps because we want to be more happy. Will it work? Having dates makes us feel desirable which makes us happy. But then any rejection or silence after is hard. So maybe don't date at all? 

"Those who marry will face many troubles in this life," Paul said. Better to just feel married to hot people at work. Home marriage set ups are hard. Will they wake you up at 3am when you really prefer to be sleeping? Will they call you fat? Will they complain if you eat too much? 

Marriage is not easy. Being single is more peaceful. If you are married, you miss being single I bet. Us single people kind of miss being married, sometimes. 

It is hard to say which is better. 

Text me if you think you would be a good husband for me. :) 

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-Lisa 

For You

 Every day, for you my fans, I make a video on YouTube that gets maybe 100 views lol. Search Lisa Bedrick to see those. And I write a blog here that gets 4k views. Amazing right? Thank you to all of you that stalk me. Lol. 

I hope you all learn from me. Get a blog started yourself and make some YouTube videos. I keep telling God he can take me painlessly I say any day now. I wrote 3k blogs and have almost 3k videos. What else is there to do? 

But next for me is learning to run a Burger King. I am ready. I can do it! My vision needs some prayer but I'll manage. I want to be an assistant manager at some point. Maybe after a week of working there lol. If I will be that fast of a learner of all things there. I can do it! 

I was that at Papa John's for awhile. Essentially for 3 years I ran that place. :) I hope Burger King will feel just like Papa John's. 

What new thing can you do? What new people can you meet? Find a totally new path to walk down. It can be scary but also exciting. Pray that I'll excel at my job and be happy doing it. Thank you all! May God bless you a ton in your new adventures.  :)

Lazy Pansies

 If you get into a place in life where it's ok to be lazy and a pansy you have arrived at heaven on earth. :) I was kind of a lazy pansy this past week. 

Soon I'll start at Burger King. I'll have to give up my lazy days but I'll make friends and money. I got to be pretty lazy for the past 9 days. It was great. My mental health needed a recovery time after my rude room mate. He traumatized me a bit. Threatened to kick me out over the trash lid not being fully down. Said he might not let me back in his house. I pictured myself camping in his backyard. Now I got a few guys ghosting me. It's so hard to trust men. Why does it always turn sad, things between men and women? 

A nice young guy wants to see me but I might chicken out. What if he ghosts me too? :( The heart can only take so much rejection. 

Easy in easy out. Online dating maybe is a waste of time. But Ben lasted 7 years and Zach lasted 3. Eric lasted one year. So sad. All three I met online, and I was glad I did. We had lots of fun. 

Ben turned pansy on me. Pray for his courage to return. Zach got lazy. He didn't talk much at all, which is a form of laziness. Maybe someday he will get talkative with me. A miracle could happen with that. I pray in Jesus' mighty name that Zach will finally open up to me soon. 

Eric I guess got lazy or I turned pansy. It was a very sad break up with all 3 of them. 

Ben had his own place. I had my own place when I met Eric and Zach. Ah love....so hard to find and very hard to keep. :(

Roads to Walk

 It is my daughter Joy's birthday today. I am missing her and all 3 of my kids. Maybe because I almost adopted a little girl in that I could be a step mom to her starting soon. Or I could just do the job at Burger King and hope to meet Mr. Perfect there either from who I work with or a customer. You never know who you will meet working in customer service. No one would expect to talk about a date with a burger king employee but hey why not? Lightning could strike. Look up the love speech from Meet Joe Black. 

Or is the single life better? I am here in a group home because my ex said I was taking money out of his pocket by using His toilet paper. It was an odd thing where we met on match but then I rented a room from him. So that made for a strange relationship. Neither of us knew what to do with each other.

 Now I have a guy who says he would put a ring on my finger. That is appealing. But I would have to go over the road with him. He is cool but he cusses. That is his only down side. He did say he talks to God though, like me, so that is cool. I guess I used to cuss. It's been awhile since I have. 

So many roads to walk but what is best? I could watch him make 30k in half a year or watch myself do that in 1.5 years. And for what? A car that will need maintenance? Every sunny day still has dirt. The main reason I work is for free food and friends. Granted this guy could feed me and he would be a good friend. His name is Willis. Pray that Willis will know if he should take me on as a wife or not. 

Or should I do my own work and hope to find a guy that doesn't cuss? 🤔

Money

 Spend less so you can work less. Live off of bread,  hot dogs and apples. :)

"The love of money is the root of all evil." I lost my daughters and my house cuz I was chasing money. I wanted to work and make tons. In the end I had saved nothing. We make a lot but then spend it all. That silly rat race. Keeping up with Joneses. But who are they? Why do we try so hard to look cool or make our house look cool? Just rest in God's love. He makes us lie down in green pastures. Stop chasing that money. "Whoever wants to save his life will lose it." 

Or if you do chase it, save. You never know what will happen. Jobs are not always easy to get.