2 Jobs

 If a person works for more than 4 hours a day are they wise or not wise? They don't have time for fun. That is sad. 

Hm......if they have a beautiful place to live it is wise. But is it better to live in an average place and work less? The more pain you cause your body the more you might regret it later. 

"It is in vain that you rise early and stay up late for God grants his children rest." 

But the Proverbs 31 woman rises while it is still dark. Hm....

Jesus said, "My yoke is easy and my burden is light." Busy stands for burried under Satan's yoke. Don't get buried alive. Some work is good. But too much work will make you go insane. I saw that happen with my ex. Although he went more crazy when he wasn't working. Work part time at least I say. All humans should be working part time. If you can handle more work then good job. Give yourself a high five. :)

Talking to Gods

 Work hard. Play hard. Pray hard. 

Someday you will regret not working harder now. You might regret not taking more time to play and have fun. You will regret not praying more. Keep that connection with God strong. After all in eternity he will be your closest friend. Or hopefully he will be. Don't let it happen that Jesus says, "I never knew you." 

I started talking to the Holy Spirit 8 years ago when I got tongues. 

Jesus I started talking to 3 years ago after my son was born. 

God the Father recently I began talking to in the last year. 

And Satan in the last year also. Why talk to Satan? Keep your friends but your enemies closer right? 

You can talk to anyone you want to. Has my life gotten more crazy the more gods I talk to? Yes. I recommend you just talk to Jesus but you decide. :)

And I thought I was talking to aliens for awhile also. That was interesting. 

Feel free to write out what you would say to each of those entities. :)

God bless! 

Sad Things

 2 guys ghosted me after a date. I wonder if no one is actually single on dating apps. 

I keep having dreams about all 3 of my kids and my brother. I could have sworn awhile ago that my brother is a god of some kind. Maybe he gave me that dream but why? 

Good things, I have yummy foods to eat. I have a stable and happy job again. I have a room all to myself. My X page is getting more views woot!

Ex

 My ex wanted me to work 2 jobs while he worked none. And his dog was pretty annoying. Why does anyone have pets inside? Because they are friends I know. Social media and dating apps are better than pets inside. Although I was super happy when I had 6 kittens and I let them come inside when it was really hot out. They were adorable.  

I do so much wish to repeat what I had 3 years ago. I was so happy. Kittens, my baby boy, being allowed to spend 300 a week online, a hot man to cuddle with. It was heaven on earth really. It was a lot to take care of though. Now I just take care of myself which is nice. I kind of want a man to take care of me again but only if he really wants to. 

Please all pray Zach will forgive me. I don't know what he is still mad about. 2 years now he's been mad at me and giving me the silent treatment.  But why? 

My Dream

 My biggest dream is to marry a rich guy, like Elon Musk or Pastor Mike, and get custody of my son again. I could become rich again myself but that will take me awhile. Slow and steady wins the race. I plan to keep my job at BK for a long time. I'll make about 1k a month. If I mainly eat toast and apples I can save a lot. Then I could repeat what I did for my girls. Get an apartment in the city where my son is in TX. This time it should be easier to get shared custody of him. 

With my daughters as soon as I said my ex's mom could have them she stopped talking to me. So then I never could work out shared custody with her. Haven't talked to her in years. My ex kept chatting with me for awhile but eventually he went quiet too. For all I know all of them might be dead. They are acting like they are. 

My plan B is start a new family again with a new guy. It's very hard to find a good situation for that. Most guys are dependent on parents or they have kids already and don't want more. So sad.....

What to do? 🤔 Pray for me! Thx!

Nice Bosses

 Is it a compliment that my boss doesn't want me there all weekend? I feel a bit insulted but oh well. Like he feels I am not able to do it. I told him that yesterday I only needed help one time. Maybe it was more than once though. I'll just rest all weekend then. Maybe look for a second job. I could see myself applying at a gas station. The walk is half as far there. It could be good. I could do mornings at BK snd evenings at the gas station. Burgers for lunch and making fried chicken for dinner. :) Maybe....pray for me for wisdom on that. 

Supposedly to get social security/disability I can only work 20 hours a week but maybe not. 

2 jobs could be fun. More food, more money and more friends. Maybe more body pain but no pain no gain. Yes work kills my feet but oh well. Maybe I need better shoes. Hm....new balance shoes? 

BK

 If you want free food work at BK. From the time I am in till I leave I have the iced coffee and sprite and fries, maybe onion rings and a whopper if there is a mess up order. Yesterday I got free French toast sticks and a chicken sandwich woot! That makes all the stress worth it. 

I love my job at BK! Try working there if you need more fun in your life. :)

Burger king is fun 

All over there I run 

Afterward I sit in the sun

If I feel a bit undone

I ponder things I won 

Some free fries 

Happy day is my why

For working at BK