Happy Things

 Might get a lot in a check next week. Praise God. Might buy a bike weeee!

Might get disability soon. Two women will help with that. My bike accident at age 7 and my car accident at age 22 should qualify me. So why get a bike? Yeah. :( One chiropractor said my neck is for sure oddly bent in an overly straight angle. I know my jaw is lopsided. Maybe from carrying a purse? So I am disabled.  :)

Anyways other happy things....I meet two new co workers tmrw, James and Nathan. Ironic names since my brother is a Nathan and my son is named James. Shawnasee will be my manager and I hope she will do a good job. She has only been there a week though. But Billie also might be around or pray Alfred will be. He got me hired really. He said I am excellent at follow through. I got the app filled out and scheduled an interview the same day. 

Yall who are poor or just bored do that. Apply and you call about an interview right after you apply. Don't wait to get called. Ready set go. Lol. Get a fun job. What do you love as much as I love food? Do that. :) 

Men

 I am really here in a group home cuz most if not all men are obsessed with anal sex and oral sex. What happened to being content with normal sex with a condom? Are condoms fun? It feels mostly the same for the lady. Men still get the visual experience.  That is good enough. If they don't offer a house and maybe a car too that condom should be on. Go buy some men. And ladies make sure he wears one. Unless he buys you a car. :) 

Rain and Cards

 I walked home in the rain. I did have a warm coat and shoes and an umbrella. Praise God! I was able to see where puddles were thanks to my new glasses.

 Pray I'll get my check in my account soon. Plus I am to get a food stamps card today. I pray it will be easy to use it. Maybe I'll do a pick up for groceries. Where it's like prepaid and they shop for me. I think I'll figure it out. Change is always tricky. I am used to getting things delivered here. A pick up will be ok too. 

I have a meeting tmrw.  Pray it is a happy one. I don't know what questions they will have. May I do a good job. 

May you all stay happy. Do more of what makes you happy. :)

Sick Day

 I pray BK will give me grace with needing a sick day today. All night my neck was hurting and I had a headache. Took Tylenol this morning. It helped for awhile. Must get more. Pray for me to be healthy again pls. 

A Prayer

 I am praying and looking for a man who 100% wants a baby or has a vasectomy. Check out my YouTube videos. Search Lisa Bedrick on YouTube to see them. 

Men sex causes babies. They are so spoiled now with how many women are willing to take birth control or get abortion. If don't want to mess with either of those,  do the pull out method and only get it on once a week. 

Dating

 Do you like dating? It's a bit stressful. You feel you need to impress your new date but how? Men pay for a meal. That is all he has to do. Women paint our nails, dye our hair, think about losing weight, take a bath, buy lipstick, get good sleep, eat enough so we aren't grumpy, shave our legs.....send cute texts, make cool YouTube videos, write blogs, earn money any way we can, and the list could go on for miles. The amount that a woman needs to do is crazy. And it makes us go crazy eventually.  Then we just prefer to stay single sometimes. It's so much work to please a man. But if we don't do all that we feel bored and hopeless. :( We can't live with or without him. Oh....."Your desire will be for your husband but he will rule over you." Why......do we always desire a husband? It would be nice if for one day we don't desire a man. But then we would want to be rich. But "the love of money is the root of all evil." :(

Love, Food, Money

 We all seek one of those 3 things all day. 

Where can you get love? A mom or best friend or a mate. Food? Get a job working with food. You will for sure get as much free food as you want and more. Money? Work a job you love and you won't ever feel like you are at work.