Burgers

 I have never worked in burgers but I'm sure I'll love it. My first food love was the whoppers from Burger King. Also the fries from McDonald's. Every Friday my dad would get whoppers for us. Dijouno pizzas have also been a big favorite. 

Might work at BK soon. I wonder if I will make a high hourly wage. I don't care too much. I just want to work for fun. It's either burger king or cook in a restaurant. Hard to say which one would be more fun. 

I walked all over today applying and interviewing. It will be good to get settled in a job. I almost had a date tonight but then it got to be too late. I think I have to be home if it's dark out. 

We all should live by that rule. Nothing good happens after dark lol. Just be at home. 

Best Buddy

 Do anything your best buddy tells you to do. My best bud is Ash. We have been close for 27 years now. I talk to her once a week or every day sometimes. She told me to rent rooms 5 years ago so I did. That was tons of fun. She told me to write more books. That was super fun. Now she is saying I should work at Walmart, so I should right?

 Although the book writing idea led to tons of pain in my arms. I got tennis elbow I guess. 

I typed out about 10 books while I was pregnant. But then my arms felt on fire all the time. There was a book I wrote on alcoholism, feminism, homosexuality, abortion, depression, anxiety, God the Father, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. I was starting a joke book but never finished it.  

Next will be a book about smoking. 

Waitress

 Is work fun? At times. Do I miss waitressing? A bit. Do I love just relaxing? Of course. 

Salty Dog could hire me. Maybe Texas Road house. Maybe Casey's again. Earning tips in cash would be lovely. 

Pray that I'll have the desire to walk over and apply tomorrow. :)

Clean

 I have always wanted to start my own house cleaning business. Maybe I will. I wrote up notes and can put them on doors. It says, "If you need a house cleaner or babysitter text me." And my number. 

Do that in your own neighborhood. We all need more friends so that can be a way to make more friends too. 

It would be fun to babysit. I maybe should add to the note that I worked with kids for 26 years. I would be impressed by that if I read it. I did tutoring, preschool work, child counselor in camps and cruise ships and I taught English one year. And I was a mom to my 3 kids for as long as I could be. 

What makes you happy? Cleaning has always made me feel very joyful. Do what you love. :)

Want Less

 Anger comes from wanting too much. You might be mad at yourself but then you take it out on others. We get angry about so much now. Mad if you get fat. But then mad if you don't have enough food. Mad if others pursue you but angry if you are ignored. 

What do you want? It is always hard to know what road is the best. Take the chance. Do what your heart pulls you to.  Be true to your dreams. 

Work

 Why do we work? For entertainment mostly. We spend or make money non stop it seems. The hamster wheel is always going. But are we happy? Take a step back and reevaluate. Is that really how you want to live? 

There is a bar I could work at. But I lost my glasses so work might be harder. Better to just make another family. 3rd time is a charm right? If I do the next man will be my 3rd baby daddy. It's so sad it didn't work out with the other two. Both my exes had retired mom's who took my kids. They should have never retired. 

Watch out for in laws. I would love to get one of my 3 kids back. Pray for that for me. Or I'll start from square one again. 

Drama

 Are you a drama king or queen? Hopefully not. Why does drama happen? When we are scared we act scary, in self defense I guess. The key is to never be scared. " Who of you by worrying can add one hour to your life?"

The worry of a thing is often way worse then the thing. So give up worrying. It is a very bad habit to have. Live well and you will be blessed. Then you will have zero reasons to worry. 

It is our guilt that can cause us to worry. Don't do anything you would feel overly guilty about. 

Don't ruin today by worrying about tomorrow. You might not even be alive tomorrow. So why stress out? 

Find a hobby other than fretting all day. "It is better to live on the corner of a roof than with a fretful person." Don't be that person. Read or write a book. Cook some good soup. Take a nap or a bath. Go on a walk. Try doing house cleaning, deep cleaning of yours and maybe start a house cleaning business. Ride a bike. Read the Word. Listen to worship music. :) 

Fear not for God is with you. Be strong and courageous.  The shadow might be big, but the actual problem is small. Focus on good things. If anything is excellent or worthy of praise, think about those things.