James

 I met a new James. My son is James. I worked with a James. Today I met a new one. Kind of want to see him now and ask him to go for a walk. But my feet hurt from work so idk. I probably could work a split shift like work 9 to 1 and then 4 to 7. It could work. 

Should I hang out with James? He is just next door. He has the label of schizophrenia like me. It might just be the Holy Spirit talking to both of us. He seemed very nice and calm. 

He got in fights with his sisters though.  So sad. I had some fights with my brother. That is why I am in a group home. And I can't make a dating set up work. I have to heal from my baggage first perhaps. If I could go back in time I would have never yelled at my brother. And why did I? He wasn't always nice to me. That was why. He never mentioned rent when I was in Texas so that's why I came up here. Thought I could relax at his place for awhile and I did. But he was mad I wasn't paying him rent. I thought I was advising our president the whole time. I even thought he said I could go ahead and be president. Maybe someday.... My dad always said I would be the first female president. Pray for me. I have no idea how that will happen but it could. 

Vote Lisa Davis for president at some point in the future. :) After I make a ton at BK probably. 

May God bless you!

Hope

 I hope some new guy will be better than Zach. I hope I'll stay strong with BK. I hope I get glasses and a bike today. I hope my house mate will find a path to happiness.  I hope for world peace. May all people just eat when hungry. No need to be hangry. 

Poems

Food 

Do you eat to live or live to eat? 

Not many entrees can beat 

Any burger from Burger King 

Their food makes me sing 

The iced coffee is so great 

To drink it is my fate 

Since I plan to work every week 

There is nothing else to seek

It will get me to the peak 

Of my life 

Sex 

Is it ever wise to have sex? 

Seems like it only gets us vexed 

Later you regret it 

If they run away 

They get shy and say 

You are not the one for me

"Go climb a tree" 

We want to say 

But look forward to the day 

When love could be here to stay 

Dating 

It is a time of waiting 

Often with self you're debating 

Is he a really great guy? 

Will he make me fly?

It's sad if you never try 

Get your feet wet today 

Go out with him and play 

Think of happy things to say 

And have fun! 

2 Jobs

 If a person works for more than 4 hours a day are they wise or not wise? They don't have time for fun. That is sad. 

Hm......if they have a beautiful place to live it is wise. But is it better to live in an average place and work less? The more pain you cause your body the more you might regret it later. 

"It is in vain that you rise early and stay up late for God grants his children rest." 

But the Proverbs 31 woman rises while it is still dark. Hm....

Jesus said, "My yoke is easy and my burden is light." Busy stands for burried under Satan's yoke. Don't get buried alive. Some work is good. But too much work will make you go insane. I saw that happen with my ex. Although he went more crazy when he wasn't working. Work part time at least I say. All humans should be working part time. If you can handle more work then good job. Give yourself a high five. :)

Talking to Gods

 Work hard. Play hard. Pray hard. 

Someday you will regret not working harder now. You might regret not taking more time to play and have fun. You will regret not praying more. Keep that connection with God strong. After all in eternity he will be your closest friend. Or hopefully he will be. Don't let it happen that Jesus says, "I never knew you." 

I started talking to the Holy Spirit 8 years ago when I got tongues. 

Jesus I started talking to 3 years ago after my son was born. 

God the Father recently I began talking to in the last year. 

And Satan in the last year also. Why talk to Satan? Keep your friends but your enemies closer right? 

You can talk to anyone you want to. Has my life gotten more crazy the more gods I talk to? Yes. I recommend you just talk to Jesus but you decide. :)

And I thought I was talking to aliens for awhile also. That was interesting. 

Feel free to write out what you would say to each of those entities. :)

God bless! 

Sad Things

 2 guys ghosted me after a date. I wonder if no one is actually single on dating apps. 

I keep having dreams about all 3 of my kids and my brother. I could have sworn awhile ago that my brother is a god of some kind. Maybe he gave me that dream but why? 

Good things, I have yummy foods to eat. I have a stable and happy job again. I have a room all to myself. My X page is getting more views woot!

Ex

 My ex wanted me to work 2 jobs while he worked none. And his dog was pretty annoying. Why does anyone have pets inside? Because they are friends I know. Social media and dating apps are better than pets inside. Although I was super happy when I had 6 kittens and I let them come inside when it was really hot out. They were adorable.  

I do so much wish to repeat what I had 3 years ago. I was so happy. Kittens, my baby boy, being allowed to spend 300 a week online, a hot man to cuddle with. It was heaven on earth really. It was a lot to take care of though. Now I just take care of myself which is nice. I kind of want a man to take care of me again but only if he really wants to. 

Please all pray Zach will forgive me. I don't know what he is still mad about. 2 years now he's been mad at me and giving me the silent treatment.  But why?