These song lyrics totally blew me away the other night. I was listening to this song on repeat about 7 times in a row at 2am. It made me think of my ex husband a lot. We were together 7 years and most of that time we really had a perfect marriage. I have had a lot of questions for God since he left 6 months ago like WHY did God let him go crazy. Why did his paranoia have to get so bad that it ruined our marriage? I have no idea. All I can figure is that God had someone better for me to spend my next 40 years of life with. I met my boyfriend a month ago when I decided to rent out rooms in my house. He is super awesome. I have never had so much fun with any guy or laughed so much with any guy. I am excited to spend my next 40 years of life with him. We are much more compatible then me and my ex husband were.
My past is still sad though, but God works all things out eventually. If one person leaves, know that God will bring someone else, someone better for you. Hope never needs to be lost or forgotten. :) Always stay in faith. Hold on. Stay strong.
This song made me cry a lot because I really was getting so tired of being strong. I have had to just be strong the past year and tough it all out. My ex husband had daily massive jealousy delusions that I was with another man, but I never was and he constantly questioned me. I literally felt like I was in a police interrogation room for the past year of my life. It was very hard. But he had NO reason to think such things of me. It turned out that he had been looking at porn our whole marriage, so it wasn't that I was cheating on him, it was that he had always been cheating on me and he was projecting what he was doing onto me. I think just the guilt of looking at porn made him go crazy. And for any reading this, yes looking at porn definitely counts at cheating.
The betrayal and subsequent ammunition like accusations of me was hard. Sometimes all you can do in life is just keep putting one foot in front of the other and know you will get through it all. Trust that there will always be a light at the end of tunnel, whatever tunnel you are in. Just trust that God will let the storm end at some point and the sunshine will come out again.
Praise God for bringing the sunshine back into my life with my new boyfriend. I love him so much! God works all things for your good. What Satan meant to use to destroy me, God used to bless me and bring into a much better life. Praise God. :) I hope the lyrics of this song encourage your spirit and heart as much as they encouraged me. God bless!
"You're Gonna Be Ok"
I know it's all you've got to just, be strong
And it's a fight just to keep it together, together
I know you think, that you are too far gone
But hope is never lost
Hope is never lost
Hold on, don't let go
Hold on, don't let go
Just take, one step, closer
Put one foot in front of the other
You'll, get through this
Just follow the light in the darkness
You're gonna be ok
I know your heart is heavy from those nights
Just remember that you're a fighter, a fighter
You never know just what tomorrow holds
And you're stronger than you know
Stronger than you know
Hold on, don't let go
Hold on, don't let go
Just take, one step, closer
Put one foot in front of the other
You'll, get through this
Just follow the light in the darkness
One step, closer
Put one foot in front of the other
You'll, get through this
Just follow the light in the darkness
You're gonna be ok
And when the night, is closing in
Don't give up and don't give in
This won't last, it's not the end, it's not the end
You're gonna be ok
When the night, is closing in
Don't give up and don't give in
This won't last, it's not the end, it's not the end
You're gonna be ok
Amen! Good job Jenn Johnson on this song! God bless :)
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