You go most of your days thinking you couldn't live without someone. Then you finally get a break from them and there is finally peace. There is the calm after the storm. The dark cloud of his demons is gone and you feel happy. You don't feel disdain anymore. Finally no one to glare at in the kitchen when they make tons of noise. The messes all over the kitchen are over and done with. The house is peacefully quiet at night with their snoring sirens gone. No more doors slamming when going out to smoke or coming home. No more risk of them knocking your baby child over. No more seeing them scared like a pansy to go hang out with the baby in the living room. No more him complaining that I talk too much. No more him saying he "needs to sleep." How much sleep do you need?!
Zach
He was a dad but never had
To go without food and sleep
It was all about him still
I wondered if he would kill
Our sweet baby boy
He never got him a toy
Never bought him clothes at all
But he's the man cuz he's tall
Why do others matter right?
He seemed to want a crazy fight
Always trying to annoy me
I think my anger gave him glee
He was an anarchists you see
No one could boss him around
No love in him could be found
Inside his heart of stone
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