Roads to Walk

 It is my daughter Joy's birthday today. I am missing her and all 3 of my kids. Maybe because I almost adopted a little girl in that I could be a step mom to her starting soon. Or I could just do the job at Burger King and hope to meet Mr. Perfect there either from who I work with or a customer. You never know who you will meet working in customer service. No one would expect to talk about a date with a burger king employee but hey why not? Lightning could strike. Look up the love speech from Meet Joe Black. 

Or is the single life better? I am here in a group home because my ex said I was taking money out of his pocket by using His toilet paper. It was an odd thing where we met on match but then I rented a room from him. So that made for a strange relationship. Neither of us knew what to do with each other.

 Now I have a guy who says he would put a ring on my finger. That is appealing. But I would have to go over the road with him. He is cool but he cusses. That is his only down side. He did say he talks to God though, like me, so that is cool. I guess I used to cuss. It's been awhile since I have. 

So many roads to walk but what is best? I could watch him make 30k in half a year or watch myself do that in 1.5 years. And for what? A car that will need maintenance? Every sunny day still has dirt. The main reason I work is for free food and friends. Granted this guy could feed me and he would be a good friend. His name is Willis. Pray that Willis will know if he should take me on as a wife or not. 

Or should I do my own work and hope to find a guy that doesn't cuss? 🤔