There isn't anything I wouldn't do for my lover. He has my heart fully and completely. He went out to play poker the other night and I felt so sad. Mainly because he has a gambling addiction and I want him to walk away from all that finally. It was like I knew something bad would happen, and on his way to the poker place he got a nail in his tire. I felt God told me he was trying to teach him a lesson, to not leave me all alone and to stop gambling. God said it only makes him sad because it makes me sad. But why do I care so much? I know he should be allowed to have some fun, but fun is dangerous, or it can be. The only non dangerous way to have fun is to write and read books. Even in watching movies, they can mess with your mind a little and that can be dangerous.
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