Jealousy

 Luckily I have never been jealous of anyone. At least not overly jealous.  I have admired nice clothes that other girls or women get to have. I have admired nice cars that others have. I have been somewhat jealous of my ex and his parents getting to be with my daughters this past two years, but I don't miss cleaning up after them and worrying about what they will eat. I have never been jealous of someone's husband or boyfriend. I know every guy comes with his own set of challenges. When you have been in every situation in life, it helps you to not feel jealous, because you are like been there, done that, I'm good. 

The movie Unforgettable made me think of jealousy. The woman in that is jealous of her ex husband's new lover to the point where she tries to kill her. Luckily I haven't had to deal with that, because no one would want my ex husband. I barely even wanted him for 7 years. I think it was impossible for him to be in love with anyone, because he is too detached from people. He mainly only thought about himself 24/7. The world revolved around him. He was so controlling. I constantly lived in fear around him because of his bad temper. I literally was afraid to be around him almost our whole marriage. I called him grumpy bear but it wasn't a joke. He was almost always a grumpy bear. I hope you all are having better relationships then we did.  May God bless you.