I have had the oddest life. Not many people have a child molester for a dad. Not many women deal with their husband going crazy. Not many women lose their kids for 4 years.
My life has been so heart breaking, so insane. Now I have a chance to numb the pain with blood pressure meds. How nice. It is no wonder I have high blood pressure. Who else goes through all that? Yes cry me a river. But why did my life need to be that hard? God says, "Because you are a warrior and I knew you could handle it." Nope. I don't want to be a warrior anymore. 😪 I hope God will handle me like glass in the future. 🙂
Now I might have to get a baby tooth pulled and get an implant. I don't like the idea of that. I want to save my baby tooth. Either I have to say goodbye to sugar or goodbye to my baby tooth. 😭 Pray for me to effectively give up all sugar and all junk food. I can do this! Long live my baby tooth!
Someday the storms will be over and I can finally rest. Hopefully soon.
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