I Am Sorry

 If you want to know how to stay married, don't do any of this stuff: 

To my ex husband, 

I'm sorry, most of all, that I tried to kill your faith. You were Charismatic and I was Baptist and what you did scared me. I am sorry I belittled you so much and all that you experienced. It was my fear of the unknown. 

I am sorry for not calling you at work more. I know you needed to talk to me more and I was too arrogant to care what you needed.

 I am sorry I did not cook for you all more. I suck at knowing how to feed others. I am sorry I was somewhat reckless with buying things online. I should have learned to be more conservative. 

I am sorry I did not hug you more. I barely remember hugging you at all. I am sorry I was not there for you more when you were under attack from Satan. I had never dealt with that before. I am sorry I did not respect your parents as much as you did. I am sorry I did not clean your shower more often. 

I hope you have a good rest of your life. I wish you the best in life and finances and health. You are a great father. Thank you for all you have done for our girls. May God bless you.