Every man I have gotten close to let me down. It is amazing that I still attempt to trust men and to be married to a man. Praise God I haven't gone lesbian yet. 😂
My dad sexually molested me. My brother also sexually molested me. My first bf broke my heart. My high school bf tried to rape me. My college bf cheated on me. My first intimate bf told me he didn't love me. 😪 Another bf broke up with me around Christmas. My first engaged bf cheated emotionally a lot. My ex husband watched porn our whole marriage and lied about it, which shattered my spirit. My next bf kicked me out for no reason. And my last bf cheated on me, which was my first time being fully cheated on.
I don't get why all that happened, except that God maybe wanted to prevent me from worshipping a man instead of him. God is a jealous God. We are to have no gods ahead of him. So he lets us become disenchanted by what could become a god for us.
No man deserves to be god over you. Only God does. Remember that.
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