Alcohol relieves pain but it also causes pain. Sleep makes you forget pain for awhile but it is still there when you wake up. Life is full of crazy situations. Why did God put us on such a painful planet? Why does he let us go through so much pain? I see why so many people think God hates them. Maybe he does. Maybe he is mad at all of us. It often seems like he is. Maybe he does enjoy seeing us suffer. We do it to ourselves most of the time. It is like we enjoy suffering. If life isn't hard enough we go make it harder. And then we get mad at God. But aren't you the one who decided to make it harder? Doesn't your life suck because you make it suck? You ignored God when he tried to tell you to do something important. You lack the courage to get what you really want and so your life is miserable. What do you want? Do you even know anymore?
Most of us give up wanting because it sucks to not get what you want. So we resign. We let depression take over. We fold. We stop playing the game because we believe we are going to loose. So we stay benched. We want to get back in the game but we are scared. Last time I got injured badly. Why go back out there? We want to Live but we are confused as to why life is so hard?
Hiding is easier. Staying alone seems safer.
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